To boldly go where no one has gone before...
Its only the second week in Feb and I've had 3 funerals... I think when you are touched by death, you look at your life with a fresh perspective... Am I who I want to be... Am I doing what I was meant to... If I die tomorrow, what will I have to say for my life... I've been distracting myself for the past three years with things that I thought would make me happy... I have an awesome career thats going well and getting better and achievements that are really awesome...yeah.. awesome to everyone else... they feel hollow and pointless to me. I dont think my heart is in what I do... How can I be soooo good at something that doesnt make me happy in the least... I'm scared to take the road less travelled, to give up a comfortable life and to put myself out there... but I feel like I will never be truly happy until I do... often in life the decisions that are the hardest and hurt the most are the ones you are forced to make sooner or later... they follow you around everyday and a...