Don't let them tell you who you are..
So I had a person.. sit me down and tell me I don't look happy, I need to grow up, stop joking with everyone and basically stop being me..
I was shocked. I thought I was happy. Happier than I've ever been.
Then I had someone look at me in shock when they heard someone else tell me to apply for a position that would be a promotion. This person has told me previously that I shouldn't apply because I would not get it.
I have been trusting these people and basing my worth on them.. and it started eating at me. Last night, I went to gym and I was almost in tears. Feeling ugly, stupid, alone and fat. My trainer sat me done and said, "F*** them." They are not the measure of any standard.
That stuck with me. Who are these people that I let speak into my spirit. Did they substantiate their words with scripture? Did God speak what they said into my soul?
No. I am CHOSEN, LOVED, CALLED and EQUIPPED. I am a servant of God. Where He calls me, I will go. I don't care about the money or the position. I care about His purpose for my life.
I feel like something big is coming. I believe He has something planned for me.
Romans 8:28 - All things God works for those who love Him and are called according to His purpose.
Isaiah 43:19 - For I am about to do something new. See, I have already begun. I will make a pathway through the wilderness. I will create rivers in the dry wasteland.
These scriptures He has spoken into my soul. I KNOW His promises are good and His promises still stand.
No more believing what they want me to be. I am me, a new creation in Him. Its time to rise and walk into His destiny. A new dawn is here, a new beginning.
His peace, love and mercy are everlasting. Stand on His promises and His promises alone.
Keep fighting.
Lojic
I was shocked. I thought I was happy. Happier than I've ever been.
Then I had someone look at me in shock when they heard someone else tell me to apply for a position that would be a promotion. This person has told me previously that I shouldn't apply because I would not get it.
I have been trusting these people and basing my worth on them.. and it started eating at me. Last night, I went to gym and I was almost in tears. Feeling ugly, stupid, alone and fat. My trainer sat me done and said, "F*** them." They are not the measure of any standard.
That stuck with me. Who are these people that I let speak into my spirit. Did they substantiate their words with scripture? Did God speak what they said into my soul?
No. I am CHOSEN, LOVED, CALLED and EQUIPPED. I am a servant of God. Where He calls me, I will go. I don't care about the money or the position. I care about His purpose for my life.
I feel like something big is coming. I believe He has something planned for me.
Romans 8:28 - All things God works for those who love Him and are called according to His purpose.
Isaiah 43:19 - For I am about to do something new. See, I have already begun. I will make a pathway through the wilderness. I will create rivers in the dry wasteland.
These scriptures He has spoken into my soul. I KNOW His promises are good and His promises still stand.
No more believing what they want me to be. I am me, a new creation in Him. Its time to rise and walk into His destiny. A new dawn is here, a new beginning.
His peace, love and mercy are everlasting. Stand on His promises and His promises alone.
Keep fighting.
Lojic
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